A twinkle in cloudy eyes
A spark from long lost youth
a forgotten time
the stories of this old mans life
would inspire all
yet he cannot share
these tales of truth
His speech long gone
No more sounds escape his mouth
For if he could
His stories would captivate
If only he could write the words he thinks
He could share tales
Of a long past time
a diffrent world
Full of mystery
And lies
But the poor old man
remains trapped inside his mind
and the days go by
the spark he held
Slowly dies
And so the old man died
Go see his grave
Where they keep the war dead
They bury him next to those he saved
There on his grave
A moving tribute of the man r
Sweet words
A gentle smile
Forget your troubles
Stay a while
Trust me dear friend
Until the end
Spill all those words
Trapped inside your head
I will hear them all
and when you begin to curl up inside
Ill make you smile
A kind word
A joke to ease your tension
To bring out that smile
That entrances my mind
Go on tell me all your fears
Just never forget I will always be here
Like a picture on your wall
I am here when you need
And forgotten when you dont
Yet still you will never truely be alone
Light
Free in spirit
A smile worthy of life
Can you see the carefree eyes
And the love flowing so easily
It entrances
Yes i am jealous
This light that shines
It never seems enough
To peirce the veil of my soul
Love so pure it shines out with a radiance that hurts
I wish it could be mine
I stare on longingly
Oh what a wonderful place they say
But i think the truth is the heart
And the way it feels when it breaks
Oh how i envy a lovers life
A romantic at heart
I am a glutton for pain
It seems thats what i do best
That light i see
Oh the beauty it shows
The glow it gives
A phosporecent guide to lead
And a soft place to ta
Place
Fires heating up your face
Flames lick away your pain
Shed no tears
It is time to fight
Prepare for death
Save your sorrow for the light
Keep your stance
Stay on your feet
Never Retreat
Always see
The truth in their lies
Fear not your pain
Store it away
Wait to see
Till we are far away
On a future distant
Sunny day
Fight them off
We are soldiers
In a hell few seem to see
It's so surreal I see my doom
Perhaps now you will take over
So tired now
Keep on going
On your feet
Take your place
Spirit your fears
So far away
It is time to fight
Like a wind in the breeze
Keep your fire burning at a steady pace
Don't
Turmoil
Like a ghost creeping on my plane
Exhaustion seems to seep into my brain
The icy fingers destroying my thoughts
Slashing away my thoughts
Shanking my dreams
Utterly ripping into me
It has torn me asunder
Left me adrift
Pushed me into the north
To suffer a frozen death
Fatigue crushing my sight
It blurs out my vision
How long till I give in
Till my chest strains to support my frozen frame
My soul or this heart
A tempo so slow
Belonging to the cold
Akin to the creeping of the night
My words turn to dust
As all around my world crumbles away
It all begins to rot anew
The way only desperation can do
Alas peace sets i
Fear
Like a painful knife
You cannot see the day
Only the night
As your very terror comes to life
Little girl afraid of the dark
Fear not of its suffocating embrace
The painful paranoia in its case
No you see the worst
But forget the Day
The fact of it all
The truth blindly hidden from your face
See it now held humble yet true
What resides in the night
Also exists in the day anew
Yes the nightmares you fear
Are still there in the day
Yet the only power these creatures can hold
Is what you give to them here
Don't fear those darkling souls
Nor the hardships they bring
The stomach roiling unease
No FEAR the situations of th
Love
A fickle mistress
Leading me to ruin
One tender kiss at a time
Can you see my blood all over the street
As she leads me on
Soon enough to greet my grief
Soon enough she will leave
Like all the others
It's a soundtrack on repeat
First it's a like
Devolped into a love
Soon enough they leave me with pain
And my sadness drives me to ground
As life continues on
How many more will greet me
And how many more will destroy me
Loves a capricious beast
Warm now
Colder after
No time to adjust
Just a good bye
And a we shall be friends
Ha just tell the truth
You've grown tired of my face
Hate the sound of my voice
The logic I
Hooded Eyes
Sitting in shade
Face covered from the world
Hidden emotions
Lost motives
What's he hiding
Must be something big
Behind a cowl of darkness
Look closer
Can you see the scares
The superficial
And the ones that run deep
Looks like a walking cutting post
What's hidden in the shade
I'd like to see if you're in pain
Stand back
Just stare
He's strolling away
With a limp in his step
How broken can one person be
Better question
Can I fix his brain
All that screaming
Sobbing and bleeding
Every curveball hit this guy
Right dead center in his head
What's the problem when you can't see his eyes
I wish I could see ins
Wind
Trees whistle softly
The moons gone from the sky
The only light comes from my eyes
Alas even that is dulled
I miss you girl
Too bad you don't even know
Hell has nothing on this
Good thing my heart died long ago
I laugh myself to sleep
Cause I told you so
I knew it wouldn't last
It is good my minds numbed
Or this bittersweet end would have stung
No the way this ended was cliché
Either you lied about why
Or you don't even understand my pain
Well now you just remind me of others from before
Now there's the door
I don't want to speak about my life
Cause you never listened to me
Fuck your friendship
It's just another lie
Anger
Born with this rage
Flowing through my veins
Burning its path to my heart
To consume my brain
I hate when you stay away
I despise when you are near
With luck
Maybe one of us will disappear
A joke it seems
I cant even escape me
What a lie
Youre not even close to my side
No its alright
The dance remains the same
Alone at night
Hell I prefer it colder
Better than a warm cozy mind
My beds just fine
Without another sharing my life
Or my pain
Time for some sleep
Away from this effervescent time
To go vicariously into a land
Full of terror and rage
Of torment and despair
To the land of dreams
And ma
A twinkle in cloudy eyes
A spark from long lost youth
a forgotten time
the stories of this old mans life
would inspire all
yet he cannot share
these tales of truth
His speech long gone
No more sounds escape his mouth
For if he could
His stories would captivate
If only he could write the words he thinks
He could share tales
Of a long past time
a diffrent world
Full of mystery
And lies
But the poor old man
remains trapped inside his mind
and the days go by
the spark he held
Slowly dies
And so the old man died
Go see his grave
Where they keep the war dead
They bury him next to those he saved
There on his grave
A moving tribute of the man r
Sweet words
A gentle smile
Forget your troubles
Stay a while
Trust me dear friend
Until the end
Spill all those words
Trapped inside your head
I will hear them all
and when you begin to curl up inside
Ill make you smile
A kind word
A joke to ease your tension
To bring out that smile
That entrances my mind
Go on tell me all your fears
Just never forget I will always be here
Like a picture on your wall
I am here when you need
And forgotten when you dont
Yet still you will never truely be alone
Light
Free in spirit
A smile worthy of life
Can you see the carefree eyes
And the love flowing so easily
It entrances
Yes i am jealous
This light that shines
It never seems enough
To peirce the veil of my soul
Love so pure it shines out with a radiance that hurts
I wish it could be mine
I stare on longingly
Oh what a wonderful place they say
But i think the truth is the heart
And the way it feels when it breaks
Oh how i envy a lovers life
A romantic at heart
I am a glutton for pain
It seems thats what i do best
That light i see
Oh the beauty it shows
The glow it gives
A phosporecent guide to lead
And a soft place to ta
Place
Fires heating up your face
Flames lick away your pain
Shed no tears
It is time to fight
Prepare for death
Save your sorrow for the light
Keep your stance
Stay on your feet
Never Retreat
Always see
The truth in their lies
Fear not your pain
Store it away
Wait to see
Till we are far away
On a future distant
Sunny day
Fight them off
We are soldiers
In a hell few seem to see
It's so surreal I see my doom
Perhaps now you will take over
So tired now
Keep on going
On your feet
Take your place
Spirit your fears
So far away
It is time to fight
Like a wind in the breeze
Keep your fire burning at a steady pace
Don't
Turmoil
Like a ghost creeping on my plane
Exhaustion seems to seep into my brain
The icy fingers destroying my thoughts
Slashing away my thoughts
Shanking my dreams
Utterly ripping into me
It has torn me asunder
Left me adrift
Pushed me into the north
To suffer a frozen death
Fatigue crushing my sight
It blurs out my vision
How long till I give in
Till my chest strains to support my frozen frame
My soul or this heart
A tempo so slow
Belonging to the cold
Akin to the creeping of the night
My words turn to dust
As all around my world crumbles away
It all begins to rot anew
The way only desperation can do
Alas peace sets i
Fear
Like a painful knife
You cannot see the day
Only the night
As your very terror comes to life
Little girl afraid of the dark
Fear not of its suffocating embrace
The painful paranoia in its case
No you see the worst
But forget the Day
The fact of it all
The truth blindly hidden from your face
See it now held humble yet true
What resides in the night
Also exists in the day anew
Yes the nightmares you fear
Are still there in the day
Yet the only power these creatures can hold
Is what you give to them here
Don't fear those darkling souls
Nor the hardships they bring
The stomach roiling unease
No FEAR the situations of th
Love
A fickle mistress
Leading me to ruin
One tender kiss at a time
Can you see my blood all over the street
As she leads me on
Soon enough to greet my grief
Soon enough she will leave
Like all the others
It's a soundtrack on repeat
First it's a like
Devolped into a love
Soon enough they leave me with pain
And my sadness drives me to ground
As life continues on
How many more will greet me
And how many more will destroy me
Loves a capricious beast
Warm now
Colder after
No time to adjust
Just a good bye
And a we shall be friends
Ha just tell the truth
You've grown tired of my face
Hate the sound of my voice
The logic I
Hooded Eyes
Sitting in shade
Face covered from the world
Hidden emotions
Lost motives
What's he hiding
Must be something big
Behind a cowl of darkness
Look closer
Can you see the scares
The superficial
And the ones that run deep
Looks like a walking cutting post
What's hidden in the shade
I'd like to see if you're in pain
Stand back
Just stare
He's strolling away
With a limp in his step
How broken can one person be
Better question
Can I fix his brain
All that screaming
Sobbing and bleeding
Every curveball hit this guy
Right dead center in his head
What's the problem when you can't see his eyes
I wish I could see ins
Wind
Trees whistle softly
The moons gone from the sky
The only light comes from my eyes
Alas even that is dulled
I miss you girl
Too bad you don't even know
Hell has nothing on this
Good thing my heart died long ago
I laugh myself to sleep
Cause I told you so
I knew it wouldn't last
It is good my minds numbed
Or this bittersweet end would have stung
No the way this ended was cliché
Either you lied about why
Or you don't even understand my pain
Well now you just remind me of others from before
Now there's the door
I don't want to speak about my life
Cause you never listened to me
Fuck your friendship
It's just another lie
Anger
Born with this rage
Flowing through my veins
Burning its path to my heart
To consume my brain
I hate when you stay away
I despise when you are near
With luck
Maybe one of us will disappear
A joke it seems
I cant even escape me
What a lie
Youre not even close to my side
No its alright
The dance remains the same
Alone at night
Hell I prefer it colder
Better than a warm cozy mind
My beds just fine
Without another sharing my life
Or my pain
Time for some sleep
Away from this effervescent time
To go vicariously into a land
Full of terror and rage
Of torment and despair
To the land of dreams
And ma
Fuck Nihilists,
and Nihilists with Realist guises,
and a Realist who Nihilistically surmises
when he counts his passing days,
graphs millenia beside decades,
defines a pointless human condition
brought on by a predispostion
in our repetitive cognition,
so he says, "
Suffering isn't tangible,
and perspective is a fallacy,
and faith is stupidity,
Charity an inverse to productivity,"
though I can't help reaching --
Tomorrow,
we are shameless specks
in a clear glass.